There seem to certain people in my life that I give chances to over and over again. Some of them are obvious Hannah Varney and Andrew Wallace for starters. Another person would be my dad. Most of the time he seems to let me down and never exactly acts like a dad should.
I'm sitting here thinking about my sister and her being in the hospital. She isn't in critical condition, she is supposed to be fine. I sent her a facebook message saying.."I heard you were in the hospital. How are you doing?" She still hasn't responded. It's been three days and she has been on facebook since then. That is beside the point though, before I did this I sent my dad a text. I told him if he wanted to see her I would go with him and he simply replied no. He didn't want to see her. Later that night though he asked me about the text. He wanted to know if I wanted to see her and if I did he would go because he didn't want me to do that alone. My dad doesn't support me in much, he hardly supports me at all but he would have supported me in this. And doing that, seeing my sister and possibly my mother after four years would have been the hardest thing I had ever done. He would have supported me in this.
I think it's impossible to cut some people out of your life despite how many times they disappoint you or let you down because sometimes they surprise you and end up being there when you would need them the most.
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